Saturday, July 11, 2009
Paps, The Storyteller.
When I was little, I use to sit on my grandfather's patio and listen to his wonderful tales. He would tell stories of our family, his friends, traditions of old, and of superstitions. I was enthralled in the world he created; transported instantly, unaware that I had traveled space and time.
As I grew older, I became interested in not only his tales but how he was able to transport everyone around him to another time. All anyone needed to do was listen. I watched my grandfather's eyes twinkle with delight and with gentle words he explained what I needed and wanted to know.
"Girl, you just need to paint the world as ever good artist paints a picture. Don't tell me a man is nervous, stinky and dirty. Paint it for me. Tell me, Lost to luck and broken by time, Mr.Pearson stood before me. He didn't greet me right away instead he fidgeted with his over coat; small particles floated around him as I watched. The smell of stale cigarette smoke and moist earth clung to him as he finally greeted me."
I had been lost to my grandfather's tale once again. He pulled me from the world with silence and a grin. "Paint the world." he told me, but this time I understood. Words were a storyteller's paintbrush and the listener's imagination the canvass.
My grandfather passed on in September of 2008, but he left a love for animals and stories in my heart. I can only hope, in time, to honor his memory. Be it a tale of my creation or that of another. I hope, one day, someone will think of me as a storyteller.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Not Love, But The Vessel
He stood before her filled with earthly desire, offering his hand.
She started to reach for him, only to pull back.
He didn't want what she was prepared to offer.
Her emotions had been numbed by the force of her will.
He stood broken before her, lost to the sea she refused to feel.
She knew he needed transcendence; body, mind and soul.
Nude but not naked they stood, waiting for the other to choose.
She didn't know if she could relinquish control.
He prayed for her to find the strength.
Without him, she would never find peace.
Without her, he would never be safe.
Her lip quivered as the emotions began to pour.
His tears fell as he felt her strength.
Her hand trembling she reached for his hand.
His eyes searched hers making sure.
She broke the chains that bound him.
He fractured the shackles of her past.
She set her scarred soul free, urging him higher.
He freed his haunting memories, soaring to meet her.
Within her sacred embrace, she took him into her keeping.
On bended knee, he submitted himself before her.
Humbling herself, she surrendered to his will.
He took her into his soul, his for the guarding.
Love seared her chest as it streamed in.
Tears flowed as a devotion crushed him.
Purified, they lay entwined, naked.
It wasn't love but the vessel that was damaged.